Wow, intuition, win.

I've recognized now how right my intuition was. Holy S-H-I-T. Lil' buddy, I will be listening to you from here on out. I feel sick, but finally, finally back on the right track. One solid conversation with Henry brought me back to where I need to be. Helping not necessarily living. I really am better at playing human, than being human, I really shouldn't have tried to be anything different! Tomorrow's a new day, and I'm really looking forward to it. Back to my old life, openness, familiarity, breathing life into me. AGH, where have you been!?! enryH, thank you friend.

Freedom, understanding, finality.